21st March 2011 07.25am

Just a short post this morning coz I'm running out of time.  Feeling good this morning.  Whatever's been dragging be down seems to have bogged off this morning so fingers crossed it's gone now.  Had a brill few hours making cards yesterday and really proud of what I've done.  Really takes my mind off stuff - food included.  Off to see M tonight for phase II.  TTFN

20th March 2011 09.40am

Don't really feel like blogging today but feel I must.  Had an ok day food wise yesterday but didn't really feel very well again.  The headache's the worst - it just drags you down.  Feel a bit better this morning but not 100%.  B's gone logging and then golfing after so getting my card-making stuff out shortly.  Looking forward to that - got some ideas.  Doing that at least takes my mind off wanting to eat :O)  TTFN

19th March 2011 10.15am

Well that was a bit of an unexpected evening - what a pair of plonkers LOL!!  On my way home from work yesterday afternoon and suddenly remembered that we were supposed to be going to the Theatre Royal in Nottingham to see 'To Kill a Mockingbird' that night.  Had booked 3 of the mogsters into the vets for booster jabs so had to ring and cancel that.  As it turned out was a brill night.  Went as soon as B had had a shower and had dinner out before the performance.  Went to an Italian restaurant and I had one piece of the shared bread starter and then a chicken caesar salad.  No wine - just diet coke.  I was driving home anyway so that goes without saying.  Play was excellent - true to the book rather that the film.  Didn't sit there stuffing sweeties and only had a diet coke at half-time - no icecream.  Has a good afternoon as well.  Had a flutter at Cheltenham and didn't think I'd done it right on the web-site and it hadn't gone through.  Was well pee'd when 2 of my horses won races.  Checked web-site when I got home and it had gone thru and I'd won £27!!  Not bad returns for a £6 bet.  It paid for the Italian anyway.  Got loads to do now so better get on.  TTFN

18th March 2011 09.20am

Had a good day yesterday and feel really positive.  Weighed myself this morning and according to my scales I've lost 4lb since Tueday morning so well chuffed.  A has gone for the Friday morning latte's and her and J are having bacon butties as well but I've declined.  Feeling slightly smug but no doubt will be drooling when they arrive and I smell them.  Have to say, the eating slower and putting my knife and fork down between mouthfulls works because when I've finished my meal I'm full and I'm only using a small plate.  Eating plenty of fruit as well so things are keeping regular if you know what I mean.  Need to up my exercise now.  It's given nice weather over the weekend so hopefully will be able to get and and do stuff. TTFN

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!

Went to M&S Cafe with C for a coffee and that was all I had - regular skinny latte.  No cakes, cookies or croissants!!  Have to admit it didn't really bother me either.  Just had my tuna and cucmber sandwich and an apple when I got back to the office.  That's all I've had apart from my cornflakes at breakfast so really chuffed.  Waters taking some downing tho - bleugh.  TTFN

Nearly spooky moment

Only an hour ago had a moan about the missing 'B'.  Driving out of the black hole and into the land of the mobile signal this morning on my way to work and phone beeped twice.  Checked it and they were both from B.  Ah, she does care I thought - no, one was taking the piss and the other was a crappy joke! Ho hum TTFN

17th March 2011 07.20am

Feeling tons better this morning and very positive.  Todays the day to start again.  Meeting C for coffee at lunchtime.  This was one of my triggers that came up in my preassessment but today - no cakes, cookies or croisants, just coffee.  Maybe soon I will tell you about my spooky moment involving C.  Bit pee'd off about the lack of support from B - did I say support, make that total lack of interest.! Noted and logged for future reference.  Just because my band will be in my noodle rather than in my guts.  Ah well TTFN.